I had to take multiple pauses throughout Verity because some parts made me feel physically ill. And not in a good way. Some parts are so intense and graphic that it makes you second guess yourself. Despite all the gruesome parts...it's so satisfying to read. Colleen Hoovers writing is utterly magical. The characters are so dynamic, and you honestly have no idea what to expect...even though i finished Verity months ago, I still have no clue what was real and what was fake. And I like it that way.